Dear Mistress Ahn,
well, I cannot say, I was searching for that special mistress, since actually as I told you in our session and as I posted
in my topic about our session I usually told myself not to be ridiculous and give in to that fantasy, that was about to grow in me.
As long as I was "at home" I never thought about seeing a mistress at all. I rather wanted to surpress my feelings.
As I happened to come to New York two years ago, I heard something about Escort services in New York, where you
could ask women to go out with you, if you pay for it.... and since I was alone and I am very shy and didn't want to stay
all alone during my stay I looked up that site called eros-ny. But I never happened to get in contact with anyone of the women there,
because actually since I am attracted by gorgeous asian women I opened the asian girls site and the very first profile there was...
sorry to say.... not yours.... but the one of Mistress Vu. I thought she was damn pretty and got curious...
And from her profile I landed at the "fortressnyc"-website.
There for the first time I read about bdsm and what kind of fetishes and plays are part of this lifestyle. And I was wondering
if my fantasy would be somehow connected with this world. So that was the point when I decided that I wanted to try it out.
But then there was the next challenge. Sure the beauty of Mistress Vu brought me to this site, but then watching the players
site I had to realize that everyone at the fortress was a stunning beauty. Actually I must admit, that I think each of the players
has at least one picture there, that makes me think you can't be more beautiful than her on this picture of hers... So since I
couldn't make my decision I just wrote an email about what I wanted to try out and how long I was staying in New York and if some-
when a session was possible. Jessy replied, and after reading her post on how she got started and dressing up her boyfriend, I am now
surprised she didn't mention herself for the session, but maybe she was busy then... so she recommended you, Mistress Vu or
Switch Seung for the session. But then Jessy and I never got on the same page for booking a session...
Which gave me time to read the profiles over and over again and as I was told, that you were available for this sunday's session
I kinda knew at that very second, that I really wanted it to be you to have my first fetishworld experience with. And the session confirmed
it to me, that I was right.
Which, please, in no way should make the other players, esp. Mistress Vu and Switch Seung, think I didn't like them. I still think you are damn gorgeous and would have been a great choice as well. Honestly it was less reason, than just a feeling, that for this session last sunday there could only be one right choice and that was you, Mistress Ahn. (I am just no spockme who would have taken all three in this situation [if available], I guess... lol).