bubblegirl

OMG, i though i was the only on. You know how people often say they fantasized about being dominated even when they were very young? Chun Li was mine....

3 days of compulsory national holiday here (businesses that open without very good reason get fined), i'm off to the beach. Happy new year everyone.

You are completely, unbelievably awesome, and have you a great way of expressing it Nope. For me, the attraction is in a mistress taking genuine satisfaction, pride, and fun in my humiliation and degradation. I guess in a sense, that kind is is part of the fetish. It would all be meaningless if it was something that you clearly weren't into. I have yet to be pushed - ask me again in a month

Well, there isn't much to know about cosplay other than the costumes, and the background of the characters that wear them

Not quite superheros, but there are plenty of outfits that are ridiculously sexy in the cosplay world

Congrats stinger. It took me a while to find time to read through the whole thing (reference in the original post), but i'm glad i eventually did. It must have taken you a lot of time and effort to write, and it shows. I spend an unfathomable amount of time on a popular MMORTS where people spend a lot of time writing role plays and stories about their in game characters and those of their friends. Shame the vast majority of them aren't nearly as good at it as you Much respect.

Yes, that's pretty much exactly what i was trying to ask (thogh much better put). Correct. She isn't someone who grew up in a culture where such things are known about/discussed. She simply likes the idea of being on control, but has no idea what it's about. Hence I've given up on "playing" with her. This is what i kind of suspected. Thanks for your honest answers.

More a question for the members than the mistresses i guess: After you finish a session, how do you feel? A little background on why i ask: My only "fetish" experience comes from "playing" with a friend. When we talk about things, it always sounds great to both of us. The problem is that the moment she sees me feeling the slightest bit uncomfortable, she stops. Given that my thing is humiliation, forced feminisation, etc, having someone who isn't willing to do the forcing means we usually just end up stopping before we've even started. For me the whole idea is that i can't make it stop, even when i want to - that's part of what excites me, knowing i have no control. The result is that at the end of it, we both just feel kind of stupid (and not in a good way). It's never what either of us imagine, to the point where i've given up and will be going to the fortress instead. My hope is that at the end of a session, i might feel some sense of relief. Like when you spend a long long time thinking about something, and it finally happens, there's a great deal of satisfaction. Personally, there are few things in my life that i've thought about more than my fetishes. Another question, is this: Does living out your fantasies and fetishes make you think about them more or less? Mistress Ree asked on another thread if people think about their fetishes "a lot, like at least once a day" - for me the reality is that i think about them more like once a minute. After a first session at the fortress, am i likely to simply want more? Thanks in advance for any answers.

^^ glad i'm not the only one...

Personally, every time i see a woman wearing feminine clothes, i briefly imagine what it'd be like if I were forced to wear the same thing (sometimes even if the woman wearing them isn't all that attractive). And when i see them wearing a silk scarf, i think about bondage. *blushes*

For some reason, i've never really been into leather/latex/pvc or anything like that (until I saw Mistress Kang's avatar). Silk, Satin, lace, lingerie

The reason for the name change is that i'm well known in the mmorpg world under a name that is stupidly similar to the original name, so i wanted to change it. But then changing it would have made people's references to "bg" not make sense, so i tried to change it to something with the same acronym - evidently doing a pretty dumb job of it. Not to worry Mistress, when i get there you can call me whatever makes you happy

Unfortunately isn't unlikely that it will be a feature of new revisions. PHP is quickly dying out due to major security flaws, and most new revisions will be addressing that rather than adding new features. Depending on what kind of set up you have, you have a few options: The most simple is to get into the habit of copying text whenever it gets to being enough that you wouldn't want to lose it (just select the text and hold ctrl+c, and it's done). If you have a computer with multiple hard drives, set up a RAID array so that it automatically copies everything over to the redundant drive, and have it set to do so frequently to increase your chances of having backup of whatever it is you would have lost. Also, i noticed that you tried to start a new private conversation with me, but it says i don't have permission to view it. Just thought i'd let you know i'm not ignoring it, just can't access it

Well, I've booked my flight, the rest is in the hands of Mistress Tran, Mistress Ree, and Mistress Kang. Seeing the plane tickets is giving me butterflies. I've imagined this forever, I can hardly believe it's about to happen.

Good news; I got a positive response to my booking request. Now finding flights! This is going to be memorable......

Well, after a few days of nervously waiting, sadly it doesn't look like my request is getting a response. Totally understandable, yet still disappointing. I guess it opens up a different question though; What do you do if your fantasy is something that you can't put into practice? Do you just try to teach yourself to stop wanting it? Can that even be done?

Sorry, I don't know what the etiquette here is about bringing up old threads, but I was looking through some past posts on the forum, and found this one interesting. I assume from the first post on this thread that it's considered unusual to spend that kind of money on living out a fantasy. My question is why? From the little research I've managed to do, it seems as though it wouldn't be at all hard to spend considerably more than that. To put it into perspective: Let's say the average cost is about $200 per hour per dom. That equates to something along the lines of a six hour session with four doms. Is that really so unusual? I ask, because I was doing some of the basic math myself. I figure, if I'm already going to be spending about $1000 on a plane ticket, a few extra thousand to make sure the experience itself is as good as it can be is a no brainier. Is that not really how it works? Sorry if these questions/points seem dumb - I'm just trying to get a feel for what is "normal", which is proving to be harder than it sounds.

Thanks, it's been about 24 hours since I sent the booking request, though given that it's new year for you guys, I'm still holding out hope for a response (one can imagine that if whoever responds to requests was ever going to be busy or away, this would be the time). If it happens, I will of course keep you all updated. Which reminds me - Happy new year everyone. Still have to wait a few more months until new year here.

Thanks for all the replies. It's odd, I used to run a busy forum myself (totally unrelated to the subject at hand) and everyone was so nasty and unsupportive of each other, even about the most mundane issues. Kind of ironic (in a good way) that people on here are so nice, even though the thing they have in common is a desire to be abused in some way or another. I come from a western country where this type of stuff is relatively normal, but have spent most of my life in a country where I don't even think such concepts exist (if they do, they aren't discussed). My only experience of the "fetish scene" comes from the internet. I was put off for a long time because all I could ever find were latex clad women spanking guys asses. I just kind of assumed for a few years that that was all there was to it, and it didn't appeal to me. The other issue (which Mistress Tran already diligently pointed out) is that my fantasy is what it is, because it's something that could be "real". I've always been a "real or nothing" kind of person, if I have an idea, I like to be able to make it a reality (until now, only in other aspects of life). And what could feel more real than being dressed up as a school girl (or maybe French Maid?) outfit and being made to walk around in a public place? So, I took the big step, submitted a booking request, and we'll have to wait and see what's really possible.

Wow. I had no idea fetishes could be so predictable and well understood. It's as if my mind were in a book on your shelf somewhere. I can fully understand and respect the rule about clients coming and going - though perhaps there could be other ways round it (like having me walk somewhere else to be picked up?). I also read a recent post on this forum about someone having a session with five mistresses, I guess with that many people things would feel semi public anyway? I guess the only thing left to do now is try making a booking and see what happens. Before reading this I was kind of in two minds as to whether it'd really be worth the time and hassle of a 12 hour plane ride - now that I'm reading ideas from Mistress Tran, I feel like running to the airport as fast as I can and stealing a plane myself if necessary.

Hi everyone, This is my first post on this forum and first time attempting to discuss anything fetish related, so please excuse my ignorance. I came across this site while researching possible ways to make my fantasies a reality. However, I haven't found anything on the internet that directly discusses topics relating to my "fetishes", and am beginning to think I may just be insane and that my desires aren't something that are accepted or catered for by the fetish community. Basically, I love the idea of forced feminization and public humiliation. For example, being forced to dress up as a female slut, handcufffed, and dropped off in a very public place so I have to walk back to my Mistress's dungeon, or something like that (I'm aware that feminization is a relatively normal thing, it's the public part that i'm not so sure about). Is this something that people do? Is it even a safe/sane idea? A trip abroad for the specific purpose of living out the fantasy would be needed. Hence I'm trying to find out all I can before just getting on a plane. Thanks for taking the time to read this, I appreciate any response or advice anyone has to offer.