Jung's Jewboy

Hi Jung's Jewboy, wanted to ask your advice: I’ve never had a bdsm experience before and I want my first to be at the Fortress. I finally worked up the courage to book a session but I can’t seem to get through. Am I doing something wrong? I hope it’s okay to ask you this. I don't want to give up hope, but I don't want to be annoying either. I’m new so I sincerely apologize if this is bad form, just eager to get started on my journey. thanks!