Johnny0000

Have a good weekend.

So for me clean living, help others when you can, show kindness and what is more spiritual then that. I definitely agree with you 100% - I was a naïve idiot in my 20’s & dabbling in the occult is a huge regret - it started out as more of a novelty & an interest in the culture of American music & when I realized that I was messing with something serious - it was a huge blow to me - I gave up being a musician for about 2 years - friends & family were visiting me, telling me to go back to playing music - I would say that the music is evil - & they would say your talent is from God. But after about 2 years - I found that not being a musician made life so unbearable because it was all I knew & I didn’t know how to be anything else - so I went back to it. I’m familiar with that famous quote, “I am perplexed” - but I never studied Crowley’s work - I can’t understand anything he writes (I‘m not highly educated or too bright) & I think he killed a cat & that really turned me off - I love animals too much - & yes, you're right - a lot of famous witches died penniless &/or reduced to nothing - I definitely agree that there are a lot of selfish witches - & also, I have known many witches who, even though they may not realize that they are messing with dark forces, they are good hearted people with good intentions who mean well. Have a good weekend & thanks for reading my post.

I was thinking the same thing - every time Mistress Zhao speaks, it always sounds so hot.

It's almost like peotry the way Frank speaks - Paul, candy colored clown - You're fuckin' lucky to be alive - Don't be a good neighbor to her - I'll send you a love letter - straight from my heart, fucker. & that was so funny when he was saying - Feel my muscles - ugh? - feel 'em - uhh? - You like that? - Hold him tight for me - & that lady dancing on the roof of the car - that was so funny - I still crack up at that scene. I saw it in that cult movie theatre in Greenwich Village about 20 something years ago & everybody in the theatre was cracking up - Here's to Ben - we love Ben. Have a good weekend.

Hey Phred - how are you? Wow - that sounds spooky - I don't blame you for sleeping with one eye open - & cats are always the 1st ones to stare at a door whenever there is someone walking around outside the door - that one night in NJ - it really felt like if I didn't force myself to wake up I would have been choked to death - one time at another place in NJ a few months before that - I was staying at this house that was right down the block from the Hudson River & the neighborhood was pin drop silent every night & one night I woke up in the middle of the night & about 20 minutes after I woke up, I kept hearing a haunting sound from outside - of several female voices talking at the same time calling my name - it sounded like 3 women were about a block away and calling my name in a weird eerie melody - it was fading in an out if the wind - sounded like something out of a horror movie. One thing that freaks me out is when you turn on one light & it blows out so you go to turn on another light & that one blows out a few secomds after the first one. Have a good night - I'm about to go to sleep now & I think I'm gonna leave the light on.

Jan. 1997 - in the middle of the night - all of a sudden - in a split second - the room was freezing cold Hello Mistress Zhao - Thanks for reading my post - what you mentioned is exactly what happened to me in 1997. One important factor that I left out of my previous post was that when I was younger, I briefly dabbled in the occult, not realizing that I was messing with something very serious & is probably why I have had supernatural experiences after that - growing up, idolizing great American musicians since I was a kid I wanted to be just like them & because most of those older generations are from that culture, of root work, etc, I started messing with it until I started experiencing some things that turned me from a borderline athiest to a such a frightened superstitious person, actually giving up being a musician for a few years - friends & family for years pleaded with me to go back to it reassuring me that my music abilty is from God. Potions, spells & rootwork I finally went back to it & started working as a musician - until an arthritic condition developed & my live performances were declining & doctors were telling me that within 2 years I would no longer be able to play guitar - within a few montths I could barely move my hands & I was becoming disabled & out of desperation to stay a musician & no doctor having any solutions, I decided to go back to the occult & try & see if I can save my musicianship & my hands with spellwork (I just want to mention that absolutely no animals were involved in any spells - I have always been against sacrificing animals & any kind of animal cruelty & I never was involved in anything like that) Getting back into the occult - Mysteriously stumbling onto remedies that even doctors & holistic doctors still don’t know about today, within a year and a half, I went from being barely able to move my hands to working as a musician again, performing better than ever - people couldn't understand how I made such an amazing recovery & although there was my recovery along with many other blessings that came from the occult - there were also some very horrifying experiences, things that make the previous post about my experience in NJ look like an episode of Seinfeld. Happy to be playing in nightclubs again - one night I was drunk after a gig & was hanging out with a musician who was a really great friend, but was also my biggest rival & was very competitive - we always worked together & shared the same passion of wanting to be Bluesmen & always talked about the history, folklore & the crossroads - & he used to say ti me that;s why you play so good & I would say no - but one night I was drunk & I follishly mentioned my involvement with the occul The next day he comes into the club & starts playing & his musicianship went from great to the most amazing sound you ever heard in less than 24 hours, coincidentally after I mentioned my involvement with the occult - everybody in the club stopped to listen to him & I was shocked - I kept asking him, did you dabble with the occult or anything like that & he said no but he said he did have a dream that he met the devil. It was the most eerie sound - it sounded like a cry from hell - A few days later we were rehearsing in the studio & he decided to record it & the sound that was coming from his guitar playing was the most eerie sound that I've never heard before - like a cry from hell - it was so spooky. I called my friend who has an encyclopedia knowlege of music & I played him the session tape over the phone & I asked him if he had ever heard anything like that before & he was in shock - he said he never heard anything like that & he thought the sound was eerie & we were talking & I told my friend on the phone that I asked the guitar player if he dabbled in the occult because all this started happening as soon as I told him that stuff about the occult & I was telling my friend that he said no but that he had a dream. The room becomes cold in a split second - I was laying down on the bed in my underwear on the phone & it was about 3:00 in the morning & I was just about to tell my friend about the dream that this guitar player had about meeting the devil & all of a sudden the whole room became freezing - in a split second - I felt a bone chilling cold winter breeze hit my legs & my shoulders shivered as if I was in the cold for an hour but it happened in a second - & I jumped out of bed and freaked out - my friend was like - what happaned - what's going on - I said - you wouldn;t believe what just happened - the whole room just became freezing cold - I think if I remember right I even think the curtains may have moved but I'm not 100% sure - it was a long time ago - and my friend on the phone said they say that when the room gets cold all of a sudden it means a spirit entered the room - I didn't know that but I knew something was going on - I said it feels like someone's in the room with me - it went away in about a minute - it was eerie - I was like, can you stay on the phone a little while longer? - I'm a little freaked out - he was like - sure. I ran outside A year & a half later I was living uptown by Columbia University - I woke up in the middle of the night & I saw a ghost - it looked like clear water in the shape of a person - it looked like Jesus's face - but I thought to myself that it could be a spirit trying to fool me - and I was very groggy so I wasn't sure if I was still dreaming but I just got out of bed & I was up for a while hanging out & then I layed down on the bed & I was looking up at the ceiling & I started praying & I said - God do you think there will ever be a chance for me to be saved and all of a sudden, in about 3 seconds, the light blew out and made a very extremely loud popping noise - I assumed it was a spirit that was trying to freak me out so I immedialtely got dressed & ran outside.

Sleep Paralysis - Horrifying Hey Sod018 - How are You? Thanks for your response - I found your post very interesting & helpful & it reminded me a little of my eerie experience in NJ. I’ve been getting sleep paralysis since my early 20’s & now I’m in my mid 40’s - luckily I usually only get it once or twice a year - more or less - hopefully you don’t get it regularly because I know it's horrible - it feels like someone poiseoned you with a puffer fish like a Hatian Zombie. Because I started getting sleep paralysis long before I experienced anything supernatural & always assumed that one has nothing do with the other - I originally started writing this post, separating the 2 catagories but now after reading your post & then I started collecting my thoughts, now I’m wondering if there is a connection between the 2. Although I only get it a few times a year, whenever I do get it, it almost always happens about 20 times in one night - I wake up & I can’t move & I can’t open my eyelids & if I fell asleep on my back I usually can see my eyelids struggling to open & the light from the ceiling peeking through the squint & I can usually hear myself saying help me through my close djaw & sometimes I can get up quickly & sometime it’s so hard - I would give up for a minute & lay there, paralyzed & wondering if I‘m gonna die in my sleep & then try again until I wake up flailing my arms - then I fall back asleep & wake up paralyzed again. One time I woke up because I stopped breathing in my sleep & I was paralyzed & I kept trying to wake up & I couldn’t so I was about to give up but then I knew I would die in my sleep so I tried my hardest to move & I woke up gasping for air. Tonight I made a discovery - after looking back, I just realized that every time that I had sleep paralysis - I always had a nightmare - usually the same nightmare so I usually have about 20 nightmares in one night - & it’s always the same topic - I was very young when I saw the Exorcist & it scrared me - even when it’s on tv now - I have to put the light on & I'm in my mid 40‘s - since I first saw it when I was a kid, I always keep having this dream where I want to be possessed by the devil so then I become possessed by the devil & then I always say I’m sorry please help me I don’t want to be possessed & then it feels like the air is turing to gelatin & I can’t move & I wake up paralyzed - Actually a few months ago I had that dream & I woke up screaming & I sat up in the bed, still screaming - very eerie - it was a horrying sound coming from me - like a howl - & someone in my house yelled from another room - you’re having a nighmare are you okay? About 20 years ago - I had the same kind of dream & in the dream I wanted to be possessed by the devil so I became possessed & then I looked up at the moon as if it was God and told Him I was sorry & and asked Him to change me back & He did and then a few seconds later, I wanted to become possessed again so I became possessed again & then I looked up at the moon again & said I was sorry and I was just kidding, please change me back & I won’t do it again & the face on the moon looked down at me & started crying and & I started being pulled into the ground & I was saying please give another chance please don't give up on me - & as I was being pulled down the moon was crying as if God way saying that He really tried hard to give me so many chances & I blew them all. Most people reading this would probably wonder if I was raised in a religious environment - but I wasn’t - technically we’re Catholics but we’re pretty much a secular NYC family - I don’t even think I’ve been to church when I was a kid more than a few times - my superstition comes from me briefly dabbling in the occult when I was young, not realizing how serious it was - it was the experiences that resulted from that that changed me from a borderline athiest to very superstitious. I always like to consider as many factor as possible & I notice that I usually get sleep paralysis when I haven;t eaten all day & eaten dinner very late & fell asleep right after -also when I have gone a whole week on very little sleep & then I sleep for 12 hours in one night to recover - I also heard that sleep paralysis is linked to a Vitamin B deficiency - One hypothesis is that they say when you are awake your body does tissue damage every day & then when you sleep it repairs it so maybe if I go long periods on very little sleep it messes with the neurotransmitters which would make sense because that usually has to do with bain & movement, reflexes, etc. Thanks agin for your response - have a good night.

I was out in the middle of the night & today without a jacket - it was very mild in Manhattan the last 2 days (but I freezing a few nights ago - this weather is crazy) - I can imagine some of the hot shoes that the Fortress Goddesses were wearing outside today.

Unforgettable legs & feet - Mistress Tran - You are so awesome - Thank You (& thank You to the rest of the Beatuful Fortress Goddesses) so much for always being so generous to Your foot fans.

Wow - that was really good clip.

That truly sounds like Heaven - 8 of my favorite feet & 40 of my favorite toes.

I totally blown away by both Mistress Jung's & Mistress Tran's posts in this topic thread.

Thanks so much, I really appreciate it - that was really helpful - I'm definitely gonna see that movie the first chance I get - have a good one.