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Mistress Zhao, I just discovered those recent videos on the main Fortressnyc website - just as You mentioned in the other thread, a. if they're simply awestruck by my beauty (hehe) - WOW - I was absolutely, completely awestruck - especially, there was one video where the camera was really close up to Your face - one thing I noticed in Your other videos too & even more in this video is the beautiful bone structure of Your face & Your & gorgeous Bettie Page-ish hair - once again, I'm in shock that someone can be this beautiful - I would guess that people probaby stare at You in public all the time - who can blame them? - they probaby can't help themselves. Incredible videos - all the Fortress Goddesses look so beautiful & it's was so cool to see more footage of Mistress Kang who looks amazing also.

I'm guessing most people have already seen this movie:

At the same time, I sometimes wished I never messed with the occult at all - and there was a time that I tried to find answers in the Bible only to stumble across the concept of calvinism which is more scary than the occult - it's hard to say because I don't know what would have been if I would have never dabbled in the occult - I find that it made life extremely complex - I sometimes wish I had no knowledge of the occult or calvinism - it'e so complex that I am unable to not contradict myself regarding the occult.

Was there any foot action? Were any of the Fortress Goddesses wearing nylons during the session?

Hey Wild Willie - How are you? I was so busy looking at their feet - I didn't even notice that she was sitting on the toilet - I get lost in a fog when I see women's feet. Mia Kirschner has really hot toes & soles & Saras Shahi's feet has a beautiful skin tone - very exotic. Have a good one.

Mistress Zhao, I'm always amazed at how knowledgable & wise You are - Unfortunately, I didn’t have any knowledge of that in the beginning or when I did the healing spell - but the healing spell did so much for me - a few years later, I started researching & I started finding out about protective circles & the 3-fold law & it changed my way of thinking & I had wished I knew about it in the beginning because I find that with the occult - when you try to do a spell & it doesn’t come out the way you want it - usually something better happens - it’s like the spirits are trying to tell you that there is a better way that is perfect for you - so along with these horrors, some so complex & far worse than anything I have mentioned in my posts, I also received a lot of blessings. As far as using the occult for selfish reasons - I didn't really need to use it for that because long before I even got involved with the occult, I already was just as accomplished & as good a musician as I am now - After the healing spell, I did have an offer with a major label at the time that I was still in recovery mode from the arthritic problem & I wouldn‘t have been able to tour & support the record with the arthritic problem so I had to turn it down but I didn’t really care - I have no desire to be a rock star or a celebrity or to be powerful or a millionaire or the things that most people chase after- I basically just want my life just the way it is minus the ghosts & spirits - basically I used the occult for the healing spell & protecting what I have - all of the other blessings came without me asking - the healing spell basically restored what I lost -that's the best way to put it. But before I worked as musician, I was a very unhappy person- always feeling trapped in my environment & I had no idea there was a whole other world out there so even though I never did any kind of spells to take over the world or anything like that - I did have a lot of unhappy energy so that may have lingered - I wish I knew that things were gonna get better back then - I wouldn't have been so unhappy. Thanks so much Mistress Zhao - I always love reading anything You post.