Mypainyourpleasure

I am finally redsy to start planning my retirement party and after reading more on the Fotress and the amazing Mistress Kang and her lean venture and the truly amazing bits I have read on other Mistresses I only want to surrender more!!! it is fitting after a lifetime of lean I come to be kangbanged into leasure at the only lean fortress.... I felt after all the work She did and my inability to follow through i should offer my submission to Mistress Ree alone first. I can't wait to be the party favor at my party and will have to bring a few cakes I'm not sure if they ever do so but, if they do i hope they invite any voyueristic clients to watch the party and maybe have a peice of pre sat in cake. I won't ever do anything this big again but the more i have read the more i am sure i will be a regular when the pension kicks in

I hope i sleep tonight. I have nbeen in a stste of heightened anticipation for 24hrs and there are 6 days till my visit

So, for waxing I am trimmed now is that sufficent as a starting point? I have never had it done other than shaving and am veruu excited for all the reasons a sub woud be.... I am feeling like Augustus Gloop in anticipation of my visit... i read sloshing and put cake on my shopping list etc etc

To me there is nothing like those japanese school girl uniforms and white lace thigh higs and garters.. is it the 18th yet?

Well i was going to try triple Domme but honestly the finances don't work atm when considering return trips so a double it is. I look forward to a future date later in the year when I am provided an early retirement bonus and completely letting go and arranging for the players to all get together and work as a team for a few hrr and leave everything the Mistresses choice and just surrender control completely. I am not sure if the Fortress does it but I'd want them to invite guests they think would enjoy watching a retirment party. I think it would be a fitting early retirement party and far better than the one I will be avoiding. My experience has been limited to non trained Dommes who vasilated between not having any effect and to being dangerous. I am so looking forward to stepping off the cliff into the hands of Mistresses that know what they are doing, like what they are doing and know how to read an eager submissive who wants to be used for their pleasure! of course i read the forum and will bring cake. i was so excited last night at the thought of being able to trust and let go rather than fearing damage when it gg ot intense i doubt I slept 4 hrs.

I look forward to being trained on wed and my limits discovereds as well as the wonderfull enndorphin realease I am sure i will follow.