My response to Scrub: With all due respect to Mistress Kim, I prefer Mistress Chan's natural look any day of the week. And though I am enthralled by her look... I know that my fascination is more than just aesthetic. From her words, it is clear that Mistress Chan talks the talk, walks the walk, thinks the thought... She is "the real thing". To brutalize some metaphors -- most of the pictures on the site are worth the customary thousand words... but it's Mistress Chan, through her pictures and WORDS that could launch the proverbial thousand ships.
But my response to Scrub is meaningless -- I am humbled that Mistress Chan responded to my post! She rightly pointed out that my apprehension is not an alibi, and that no glib words will obviate my obligation. I am thankful that I am far away now, because as much as I yearn for it, I still feel uncertain about taking that first step into the void of vulnerability.