Welcome!
It’s never fun to have a less than amazing experience, especially when you place your trust in the hands of what you hope to be a professional!
However, I am very pleased that you aren’t discouraged & are doing your research.
This forum is a great place to ask questions & get to know us, as well as learn from fellow devotees.
May I ask what some of your interests are? Don’t be shy!
Mistress Von Dietz