Stephanie aka punished CD

And for the baby who refused to eat what they were told a bottle of green vegetable juice and a bowl of squash...ugh...but am I going to tell Mistress (or this mommy) no. I don't think so

Wow what a total MIND blowing experience happened 4 days ago. The Mistresses continue to torment, torture, and punish my mind. Just so everybody reading this knows, I made 24 hours before I had to schedule my next appointment. Ah my message to both of my mistresses, we need to find out how serious a submissive is Stephanie. It is time to meet with 1:1 individually with Mistress Von Dietz first followed by an individual meeting with Mistress Katz. Before I entered the Fortress the last time, I made sure I was totally completely turned on to make sure I would overcome any fears. With this session request starting with Mistress Von Dietz she will find me filled with terror and petrified ready to have my most critical submissive barrier (control freak) CRUSHED, SMASHED and DESTROYED. Then to Mistress Katz to have her do the same. I shutter to think what will happen should Mistress Katz find them not totally CRUSHED, SMASHED and DESTROYED by Mistress Von Dietz. Not only from what she will do to punish me for it but then the possibly of being sent back to Mistress Von Dietz with that report would be my WORST NIGHTMARE. Be careful what you ask for, for Mistress Von Dietz and Mistress Katz may unlock your most submissive desires and set them totally "ON-FIRE" and "Out of Control". They are a most dynamic Duo beyond description.

What an afternnon. I can say sitting on the bus as I write this that I am sore right now ( and loving it ). Am I going to provide the juicy details? NO !!! I am going to provide you something more valuable. First, if physical beauty matters to you both of the Mistresses are as hot, sexy and beautiful as their photos are. Trust me, the pictures on the website that you see are not photoshop touch-ups. They are real. I actually think they are more stunning that their photo's but that's close to impossible to believe. So i did not say that (even though its true) because I want you to believe this review. This whole review is the absolute truth. But far more important than just pretty is both Mistress Von Dietz and Mistress Katz are very receptive, intuitive, intelligent, bright, and instinctive. These Mistresses are skilled and more important is they want to bring out the submissive within you. Did they succeed? How about an A+ (see 3 paragraphs from the end because talk is one thing, actions are another). I am more of fire now that before we started and trust me, I was RED HOT on fire before entering the establishment. As a crossdresser, in my limited experience in a few other establishments, the mistress had a script they seemed to follow much of it centered on sissy or slut. This session flowed naturally and freely and was about my stype of bring crossdressed not forced into a mold. As much as crossdresser that I am, I am also equally submissive but never found Mistresses who understood that or believed it. Well, needless to say, Mistress Von Dietz and Mistress Katz made sure, that I was shown my place and properly began training me in BDSM. They were not following some script. Pure unadulterated REAL TRUE BDSM training as the events, conversation, and things evolved. In my prior experiences when I left the premise I knew immediately it was just a waste of time and money. How do I feel now? An OUTSTANDING investment of both time and money. So reviews are good and hopefully helpful to the reader if you have not meet the Mistresses or been to the establishment. By the way the establishment is clean and immaculate. Showers were a huge help afterwards. But the proof of the review is am I coming back again? Well if I make it 2 weeks it will be shocking, 3 weeks a miracle and 4 weeks is totally unfathomable in my mind. The submissive has been unlocked and that bad little boy who kept sneaking in mommy's clothes, his sisters clothes, his wives clothes needs to be throughly punished, humiliated, discplined and taught his place which is under strict femdom, discipline and female domination. O Mistress Von Dietz and Mistress Katz. I am more under your power, control than before weet. Paraphrasing Mistress Von Dietz profile. "She will lead you into the twisted rabbit hole where you will face her reality. Tormented, tortured, her experiment" Now this isn't in the profile I will add it in "once taken into her lair, you will be kept there begging her for more and more and you will be tormented and tortured for her amusement""

I beg you Mistress, show me no mercy at all and shape my behavior to you will.

I am less than 70 hours away from meeting Mistress Von Dietz and Mistress Katz. As each hour ticks away, I become much weaker and fall much further into submission. Their power over me grows exponentially psycologically, emotionally and intellectually. I am spellbound and hopeless under their power now. Do I know what I am getting myself into to. As Mistress Von Dietz's profile warns : "Her candy apple charm acts is a venus fly trap. Alluring her prey, with her hot and sweet coercion. She will lovingly nurture as she leads you down into her twisted rabbit hole, to where her actual reality exists, to enslave, to experiment and torture" Yes to want to be totally enslaved and mercilessly tormented and tortured. Please Mistresses I beg you to do this to me

Ignore my last post please...it us a duplicate

Actions are stronger testimony than words. Last Friday I put on my silk panties and sheer pantyhose. I will be wearing my silk panties and pantyhose all time, 24 hours a day for a week until I meet with Mistress Von Dietz. Sitting in business meetings with even movement grazing against my sheer stockings. I lust, desire and burn to be dressed head to toe by or in front of you Mistress Von Dietz turned into your buttercup. O, this wait is so tormenting

To prepare myself properly for Mistress Von Dietz, I have been dressed in silk panties and sheer pantyhose every moment since Friday evening including sleeping in them. Today, as I start my work week, I am dressed in my panties and pantyhose so that each moment during my workday, I will feel the silk swish under my every moment. I shall stayed dressed this way every moment under I arrive at the Fortress. Yes Mistress Zito, I want you to witness my submission and to see intense total submission to you just as Mistress Katz will see it and feel it. I dare not disappointment Mistress Von Dietz in Mistress Katz's presence.

I love her dress, stockings and high heels. LoL - I do have a two track mind only. Foeat track - Feminized from head to toe so naturally I notice her clothes. Second track - total complete obedience and submission to females.

Than again Mistress some of us lust and dream being tied up by authority figures. I volunteer if you will and we know whose being tied up..don't we?

You are a tormentor Mistress Kang and I LOVE it. I am a little less than 225 hours from my first visit your establishment. Other that being crossdressed head to toe, I am coming to completely totally obey the Mistresses and be under their complete absolute and total control. What they will do to me has me in total torment and desire imagining all the possibilities ahead of time. Yes instead of knowing details, submissives should be keep wallowing in their passion, desire, and lust focusing on their upcoming obedience. Being keep in mystery and torment ahead of time is part of the experience. Where the mind goes, the body will surely follow.

Yes Mistress Rey, the intensity is off the charts. The last time I felt this way, the locked up, chained , bound girl inside in escaped never to be controlled or suppressed again. It seems like that same intensely submissive side is on the verge of doing EXACTLY what the inner girl did.

"Her candy apple charm acts is a venus fly trap. Alluring her prey, with her hot and sweet coercion. She will lovingly nurture as she leads you down into her twisted rabbit hole, to where her actual reality exists, to enslave, to experiment and torture. Men fall into her provocative trance, become victim to her demonic imagination. As she smiles and laughs in delight, they realize this is her greatest pleasure." Although I loved tweaking manpeach scenario, I am totally focused on the last sentencee frommeach paragraph of the profile from Mistress Von Dietz. Particularly the words coercien, actual reality, enslave torture, experiment, provoative, demonic imagination, smiles and laughs in delight, her greatest pleasure. Yes I crave and burn to bring total satisfaction to Mistress Von Dietz and Mistress Katz. I am to be their personal "o" from the story of "o". That will be the measure of success of my meeting with them. They must be pleased to the maximum as they do to their submissive whatever rings them pleasure. I think I am ready...down to 225 hours (approximately to go)

Yes manpeach I am spellbound, seduced and have fallen prey to the siren's song. I would tweak the words above for me. "Stripped of all that was male, dressed to perfection from head toe". "The look of fear, terror and panic in your eyes when you saw my large strap-on knowing it would mercilessly thrust long and hard until I was totally sensually, erotically, and physically satisfied". "Oh the screams from you, from the shame, pain and pleasure were only matched by the flowing tears". "And to think BUTTERCUP, I have only startup your training"

Yes lonewolf, I am their willing inferior now and yearn for them to VERY harshly treat their newly committed submissive. I am in the grips of their dominant power. Total degradation, humiliation to satisfy their evil hearts and darkest sides. Yes they are almighty and the must be completely totally obeyed at all times.

I want all the readers to understand how completely spellbound, seduced, and under your control I am already under even before our first session.

Mistress Von Dietz has "lit my fires" on the subject of writing. Here are many books on the subject http://www.buzzfeed.com/juniperbug/14-awesome-erotic-bdsm-books-to-tide-your-over-unt-f59x?utm_term=.drKOgawvQ#.fsVL2K9bw

Yes but my desire to submit to Mistress Von Dietz has now become extreme and uncontrollable; fear, lust, craving, and burning desire. My real fear is Mistress Von Dietz and Mistress Katz will come even close to what I have expressed. Be careful what you suggest to Mistresses for they have you totally in their control and will do to you what they choose. The fear makes the desire, lust and excitement even more burning and I beg for even more. The circle of submission has engulfed me and must be satisfied at the Fortress by Mistress Von Dietz and Mistress Katz. Under 300 hours until my appointment.

The Story of O what a perfect metaphor, poetry, so fitting, so appropriate and a perfect parallel to my now burning, uncontrollable submissive flames. If I recall properly, on the car ride to the mansion, O was required to lift her skirt. Her panties were cut off her as she was required to complete the car ride, totally vulnerable and completely exposed as she sat on a cold leather seat. Once they arrived she was taken away to be prepared for her initial training. A first training intentionally designed to be intense, harsh, humiliating, comprehensive and powerful so she would learn her place as a submissive. To be done by her dominant in front of others and by others in front of her dominant requiring her complete submission at all times to everyone present in the room. Yes Mistress Von Dietz, I burn with true uncontrollable fire and lust to be taken like O by you and by Mistress Katz in your presence. Not any particular act, but the same intense, harsh, humiliating, comprehensive and powerful domination that "O" was subjected from her very 1st session, so That I may learn the true meaning of submission and my future place. A session that I lust to slowly tormentingly kept going and going. Just as O surrendered herself completely to her dominants, I have surrendered myself completely to you Mistress Von Dietz. Just as O sole focus was to serve, please, excite, bring pleasure, satisfaction, and erotic fulfillment to her dominants that is how I crave to serve you while being kept in torment, torture, denial, and complete utter total submission to your will. Yes, Mistress Von Dietz, in your complete seduction and totally complete spellbinding of Stephanie, you have unlocked the words to convey the depths of my submissive soul and spirit. Who Stephanie was always meant to me – a parallel to O. I shall count the hours until I am in your presence. There remain at least 300 hours of tormenting desire until that time occurs.

Next came your bondage beauty classic post, erotic pictures and your expressed appreciation of the classic The Story of O. I have somehow been thoroughly completely erotically seduced by you via the interactions on the forum. I have intensely fallen victim to your candy apple charm. O Mistress Von Dietz, your ultra submissive, very feminine cross dresser Stephanie has become completely helplessly spellbound and not just by your STUNNING UNBELIEVABLE TORTUROUS SHAPELY CURVES & EXTREME EXQUISITE BEAUTY. Stephanie is even more more intensely helpless spellbound by your words, your personality, your experiences, your talents,your skills and your intentions/plans as outlined in the remainder of your profile. Finally back to the powerful intense words in your profile. Just your first few paragraphs. Fatale, Dressing playfully, Accentuate SPELLBINDING curves, Statuesque pose and grace, and Her dark sensual veil will be cast upon those of whom she dare chooses As I went back to the pictures, knowing much more about Mistress Von Dietz personality and inner being, the physical attraction totally overwhelmed me. It became intense, extreme, and off the charts. The eyes, the hair, the face, the clothes, the legs, the makeup, the stockings, the shoes and your absolutely stunning female body shape and curves of perfection. I have never ever been turned so intensely turned on by a woman's physical beauty before. NEVER, EVER !!! Add in Mistress Von Dietz willingness to select everything about the session, the date, the time, the length, how you would be attired, whether there would be a second domme and who the second domme would be. Total control from the very beginning.

Dear Mistress Von Dietz, When I first posted on this forum, my true intentions were to be mentally stimulated by my lifelong secret passion, lust, and desire to be intensely dominated, disciplined, punished and totally controlled by a female. Was I really planning to come in for a session? I was not opposed but the probability was very low. Those who know me the best say I am always in control. Always in charge (I.E dominating male control freak). So my experience is almost 100 mental stimulation with some very limited experience which were under my control (naturally for a control freak). When I saw your photos did my intentions change? No Did your photo's impact me? Slightly Did your profile impact me? No Did your profile change my intentions? No When we began to interact on the board, did I remember your profile or photos? No And then it began, step by step. It started with your selecting me to be under your training and control by responding to my posting. As a selected potential target of Mistress Von Dietz, I began to quickly and significantly weaken. Then began your powerful PERFECT words directed specially to me: feminine type domme bringing out your inner woman Get your fancy little self into the fortress chin up buttercup love to play as much as punish when I heard that Stephanie was arriving at the fortress, I began carefully planning a detailed session Then your words to others revealing even more about you The greatest gift you can give me is complete control