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Hindsight being 20/20, I see behaviors in me dating back to first or second grade. I was attracted to a fifth grade girl who would come with a group into our class to read stories. She at times wore leather or faux leather pants and I was drawn to sit at her feet for story time. In childhood seek and capture games, I would always get caught by a pretty girl. As a teen I would pleasure myself when Catwoman was the villain on Batman or when Ginger seduced Gilligan to do her bidding. I realized it for real when I started seeing magazines. At 21 I had a paid session and am still in the game some 40 years later.

there are a couple of things that would fit this bill. One would be to have an extended session where the highlights amongst all the different aspects of play would be tease and denial pudhing past the point of ultra-sincere begging to tears.

It was years ago. I am trying to picture the tie. As I recall she put in a plug and tied a tight rope around the waist and she could pull a rope back and forth through the waist tie. One of the the more sophisticated bondage enthusiasts in the group might be able to visualize and explain how it could be done.

It was intense. Mistress had tied a tight plug inside. It was quite fitted and secured.

I am not certain whether it was the cruelest punishment or the most challenging predicament. This session's activities were a total surprise. There was no input on my part. I was once given a homemade enema that included chamomile for calming effect. Following the enema, I was plugged and secured tightly to a cross. I was informed that if I expelled the enema without permission, I would be cleaning up and then dismissed. While I was secured to the cross, Mistress began cbt that would escalate to piercings. With each poke, prod or pierce the urge to expel the enema would become more urgent. Mistress would allow a bit of time between tortures to allow the need to expel to somewhat subside. As I was nearing desperation, Mistress would put a piercing right through the corona ridge. I had never experienced that before. The pain and shock brought on desperation. By the fourth piercing of the corona ridge, the begging was sincere, the need to expel was totally desperate and fortunately she brought me down from the cross and brought me to the bathroom. This was a totally awesome session!

This is really tough to answer for me. I had a great few years, then a lull, the another great few years. All of these periods had great memories and many "firsts". So, 22-27 was great and then 32-37 was great. There was another period in my 40's that was great. The common thread was that they were in periods where I played exclusively with one domme. If I were forced to pick a decade, it would be 24-34. I was relatively new to the scene. Fell in with a great Pro-Domme who was an expert guide and driver.

Typically, I can be seduced to do just about anything. The verbal during the fact, "look at what a pig I have turned you into", "your desperation makes you totally enslaved to me"..."Look at how you have surrendered every bit of your power to me". The acts can be anything from spitting to pegging to sucking to .....

What is the hold up? Is it emotional, like a fear to walk into your kink because it may bring shame? Is it fear that you may get injured or damaged? Is it a fear that you may in some way be "outed"? Screw the fear. Walk through it, you will be fine. I have been there on all 3 of these counts and the reward has far, far outweighed my perceived risk. Fear skews my perception to an extreme. Let it go..

Hello Straightshot, I have been playing for a good number of years and have been to most (if not all) commercial dungeons in NYC. I have never been disappointed at Fetish Fortress. I think that if you are clear as to what your preferences and limits are, you will be fine. Your initial communications may help you to find a good match. To answer the question 'How is it different....?" The rooms that I have experienced have a more modern style of furniture, though that makes it no less "dungeony" (ie. the bondage table/bed is bright and round yet serves the function the same as any other bondage table/bed). The space is very secure and clean. The Players that I have met have all been very skilled. The hoop that you must jump through to gain entrance may seem a bit more than the usual, those of us that have jumped through it do not regret it. It is really no big deal.

I had fetish inclinations as early as 6 years of age. They started getting very strong in adolescence.

Interesting article. My most sensitive erogenous zone is the ears. Stimulation to my ears will have me bucking almost like a bronco. The article says that a Cancerians chest and nipples are sensitive. That is true for me. Nipple torture for me is not pleasurable, but softer play is quite nice. On attraction, a woman's ears are not generally a place that I am looking. I do enjoy a pretty face and shapely curves.

Try https://www.oheka.com/ for lunch and a tour. Then go beat the bomb!!! It would give you a nice contrast. Kind of like leather and lace!!