At my youngest I fantasized about women who knew more and even the idea of being a boy toy sounded appealing even if I didn’t fully know what that entailed, add in an entire school life of being in uniforms too.
that being said a lot of porn I watched was not at all femdom related really, and much later in life I just ended up looking at kinkier or just different stuff over time and gradually became curious. Add in being single without actively looking and experimenting with different ways to get off and I ended up at sissy stuff from time to time.
The fortress has been a great safe place to explore this stuff!