I remember being a kid and watching WWE, and the Divas at the time such as Torrie Wilson, Stacy Keibler etc. they were beautiful and would often come to the ring scantily dressed. They have matches where the would be stripped to their undies and in some cases spanked.
and I remember feeling like what if Torrie Wilson stripped and spanked me?? What if she dressed me up just like her
years later Candice Michelle started performing and that was it, now that I saw the brunette I saw myself acting like Candice Michelle alone with my thoughts, visualizing her “spank me” schoolgirl outfit, to various other outfits
and then I realized there were women out there who would allow me to be a sissy version of Candice. And sure enough rest is history….