Bradley,
Thanks for opening up in the manner in which you did and telling your story. So much a what you detailed about your dislike of the number one control spot, I can honestly identify with. Through school and while working, for some reason people saw that kind of potential in me and continually tried to create those kinds of situations for me to thrive in and I have to tell you, even though I did not fail, I never once felt comfortable. In fact, I always had a preference for being a behind the scenes kind of person. I was always perfectly fine with someone else taking charge, but never minded them asking my advice, so it doesn't surprise me at all that I would much rather submit.