Hello all and welcome home Ms Kang! i am a newbie, inexperienced to a fault, who as my fantasies may only have involved myself as the only willing participant until last week, i have finally realized my true happiness is to give control to a very beautiful woman that willingly subjects me to the humiliation i have craved. I have been giddy since my first session with Ms. Kim. i had a miserable performance :oops: in my first session and i can't wait to be before you again to prove my enthusiasm. Through this humiliation i have realized my submissive side and i accept that i want to serve and feel proud when i give pleasure. I have a lot to learn, including how to count, :shock: and anticipating my next session has kept me feeling more alive than i can remember. it is hard to concentrate on my everyday and i can't help but think of all the different ways i want to submit. now that i have finally cracked this seal all my buried feelings and frustrations have bubbled up to the surface. i am so happy i have opened the box! as much as i will never forget my first time i wait impatiently for the gold star of approval. does anyone else remember there first time? and Mistresses do all first timers fumble like me? -rob