Q'd about becoming a complete toilet slave

[fltfighter]

I have tried multiple times with multiple mistresses to be trained to be a toilet slave but I back out each time and they let me. The first time I was told to lay in a bathtub and the mistress straddled me just started peeing, she told me to open my mouth which I did but I started to gag and she stopped and asked if I was okay. I said yes. She asked if I wanted to continue I said well I don't know if I can swallow it all it's so much. She then finished by showering my body and keeping it off my face. We were supposed to do a full toilet training... so she asked if I was up to it. I said no and we didn't do it.

 

The second time I was determined to go the full way so I told the mistress I didn't want a safe word at all. The session began and she pushed me really hard, when it finally came time for the toilet training she had a box, she strapped by head in and tied my legs and arms down. She then proceeded to do 1 and 2 at the same time and I was immediately overwhelmed. She didn't stop but I also didn't consume any of it. 

 

I hope I am not being too descriptive but I am attempting to explain the circumstances. 

 

I really want to be made to be a toilet slave. It's my calling what I deserve. So a few questions.

 

To those who have gone before. How did you prepare for it and how did you deal with it so you could fulfill your task?

 

I really want to become a full complete toilet slave. Looking for some encouragement from those who have gone before and the mistresses. 

[Jung's Jewboy]

I don't have experience with full toilet service. Just GS. I'd be curious to see the responses to your posting from the Mistresses.

 

No doubt there are some subs who have no hesitation to consume both GS and BS from the get go but I am guessing most are naturally hesitant.

 

I remember years ago there was a Domme called Goddess Nia who was a very harsh mistress who was really into hard whipping sessions and heavy corporal.

 

She made a point of saying that you had better be ready for a hurting if you booked a session. If you weren't into that or chickened out plan B was full toilet service.

 

There too she was very clear that full toilet meant full toilet and full consumption. There would be no objecting to the consumption of all her waste products. Essentially, she would force you to eat her shit and if you refused she would beat you and you'd still be eating her shit anyway.

 

Consequently, she got only clients that were very sure about what they wanted and what they could do. She scared the rest away.

 

I remember actually following through with a Domme who did full-toilet but ultimately chickened out on my way there. She was based in the Bronx and her ad featured just text and a rendering of a standard toilet bowl. This was many years back

 

We spoke and she was extremely seductive and she sensed my hesitation and encouraged me to talk it out with her. She clearly was really into it.

 

When I checked in as instructed midway she alerted me to an update. She said it would be a bit more of an ordeal than I might have expected. She claimed that I would be serving her and 2 additional women ( which seemed a bit odd) She described the session as being straightforward. No conversation once one walked in the door. I would be escorted to the bathroom where I would be installed under a toilet box and would be used by her and her friends over the course of several hours. I was younger then and didn't fully know myself kinkiest yet but my guard was up and I bailed.

[Mistress Alexia Zito]

I don't have experience with full toilet service. Just GS. I'd be curious to see the responses to your posting from the Mistresses.

 

No doubt there are some subs who have no hesitation to consume both GS and BS from the get go but I am guessing most are naturally hesitant.

 

I remember years ago there was a Domme called Goddess Nia who was a very harsh mistress who was really into hard whipping sessions and heavy corporal.

 

She made a point of saying that you had better be ready for a hurting if you booked a session. If you weren't into that or chickened out plan B was full toilet service.

 

There too she was very clear that full toilet meant full toilet and full consumption. There would be no objecting to the consumption of all her waste products. Essentially, she would force you to eat her shit and if you refused she would beat you and you'd still be eating her shit anyway.

 

Consequently, she got only clients that were very sure about what they wanted and what they could do. She scared the rest away.

 

I remember actually following through with a Domme who did full-toilet but ultimately chickened out on my way there. She was based in the Bronx and her ad featured just text and a rendering of a standard toilet bowl. This was many years back

 

We spoke and she was extremely seductive and she sensed my hesitation and encouraged me to talk it out with her. She clearly was really into it.

 

When I checked in as instructed midway she alerted me to an update. She said it would be a bit more of an ordeal than I might have expected. She claimed that I would be serving her and 2 additional women ( which seemed a bit odd) She described the session as being straightforward. No conversation once one walked in the door. I would be escorted to the bathroom where I would be installed under a toilet box and would be used by her and her friends over the course of several hours. I was younger then and didn't fully know myself kinkiest yet but my guard was up and I bailed.

Wow goddess Nia sounds intense! And uncompromising! How did your session go with her? I'm guessing you didn't get Plan B!

[Dannyboy]

I remember her ads and website well.  I had the impression that Nia was much too extreme or even crazy so I never dared to seek a session with her. Scat Queen Delilah, when she  managed at DOI in NYC, asked me to consider a bs from her but I declined.

 

Although I adore well shaped derrieres of beautiful women and would worship them without a doubt, FTT is not on my list except in the case of my Latina lovely.  We've actually had the discussion a few times but mutually never attempted it.  The fact is her ass is so beautiful and perfect in my eyes that I could fantasize eating off of it and anything that comes from it. Thinking of Helen of Troy and the face that launched 1000 ships my lady has a butt that could be described in those very terms. It isn't that I desire FTT; it is simply that her ass has a hypnotic effect on me.

 

So, if it ever happens I may post about it.  We shall see.

 

Dannyboy

[fltfighter]

I remember years ago there was a Domme called Goddess Nia who was a very harsh mistress who was really into hard whipping sessions and heavy corporal.

 

She made a point of saying that you had better be ready for a hurting if you booked a session. If you weren't into that or chickened out plan B was full toilet service.

 

There too she was very clear that full toilet meant full toilet and full consumption. There would be no objecting to the consumption of all her waste products. Essentially, she would force you to eat her shit and if you refused she would beat you and you'd still be eating her shit anyway.

 

That is what I seek without a doubt however I am smart enough to realize it isn't chocolate cake and it isn't going to taste like it. It's going to be disgusting and hard. I just don't want to throw up. I want to be able to complete it. It is actually very helpful when mistress is forceful and there is no backing out I would think.

[Jung's Jewboy]

Wow goddess Nia sounds intense! And uncompromising! How did your session go with her? I'm guessing you didn't get Plan B!

I never sessioned with Nia, maybe I wasn't clear enough on that in my post. I like the uncompromising aspect of it, I must admit. It's not necessarily specific to FT either. The idea that you have no choice in the matter once you make the initial choice to have no say is something that is compelling. Particularly when you have doubts about your reaction to the activity.

 

A Mistress Venus I saw somewhat regularly then knew her and found her too extreme and hard and Venus was no delicate flower herself.

[Jayman]

Man,  This is something that fascinates me but something I would never try.   It would be a total turn off and would ruin the experience of being dominated.

 

I just think its interesting to know why someone likes this.  It's so far off from anything I fantasize about.  

 

fitfighter - What drives this fantasy for you?  Can you trace it back to something?  

[Mistress Rey]

Yes, tell us why BS has such an appeal that you keep coming back for more, even if you stop short each time.

[Anubis]

That is what I seek without a doubt however I am smart enough to realize it isn't chocolate cake and it isn't going to taste like it. It's going to be disgusting and hard. I just don't want to throw up. I want to be able to complete it. It is actually very helpful when mistress is forceful and there is no backing out I would think.

If you want to be successful then you need to believe it is going to be delicous and easy........it won't actually be delicous and easy but you can get to a point where it is at least tolerable and challenging instead. As for the force, is that more for practical reasons or fantasy reasons?

 

You need to try a gradual approach with small amounts and build up, no wonder that second go you had went so badly.

 

There is also a point of no return technique you can try but I won't go into details here.

[Outcast]

It's only good if it looks like chunky soup............nah nah I'm just playing yo!

[Mistress Rey]

It's only good if it looks like chunky soup............nah nah I'm just playing yo!

 

 Haha, instigator, you. 

[Outcast]

Haha, instigator, you.

 

I'm sorry Mistress Rey, have to learn restraint of tongue and pen and keyboard!!! That was foul!!

[Mistress Rey]

I'm sorry Mistress Rey, have to learn restraint of tongue and pen and keyboard!!! That was foul!!

 

 Where are the remote controlled zaps? They would come in handy in your case. 

[Outcast]

My forum activity would decrease dramatically if that were the case M. Rey

[Dashan]

I have discussed this with a former domme.  (I was NOT interested in BS, only GS)

 

I immensely enjoyed GS on my body, and as I sessioned more often, the women would push me further to consume.  I found that I really enjoyed it certain times, and other times I would gag on it and not be able to consume much.  It really did depend on what they were eating that day!

 

For me, the dynamic of the degradation and intimacy, yes, intimacy of the act was what really thrilled me.

 

I won't name names but a certain amazing domme that I know and love has MUCH too pungent GS for me to consume.

 

As far as BS, forget about your hope to do it without vomitting.  I am told that it is a MUST to vomit because it is not healthy AT ALL to digest that.  Even the hardcore FT guys that loved it had to vomit, out of health concerns.  

 

One of those situations where the fantasy is maybe easier/better than the real thing.

[Mistress Rey]

I have discussed this with a former domme.  (I was NOT interested in BS, only GS)

 

I immensely enjoyed GS on my body, and as I sessioned more often, the women would push me further to consume.  I found that I really enjoyed it certain times, and other times I would gag on it and not be able to consume much.  It really did depend on what they were eating that day!

 

For me, the dynamic of the degradation and intimacy, yes, intimacy of the act was what really thrilled me.

 

I won't name names but a certain amazing domme that I know and love has MUCH too pungent GS for me to consume.

 

As far as BS, forget about your hope to do it without vomitting.  I am told that it is a MUST to vomit because it is not healthy AT ALL to digest that.  Even the hardcore FT guys that loved it had to vomit, out of health concerns.  

 

One of those situations where the fantasy is maybe easier/better than the real thing.

 

 Not quite sure if vomiting will really get rid of all that was ingested... 

[Anubis]

Generally the aim is to be able to do this without vomiting.

[Mistress Rey]

Generally the aim is to be able to do this without vomiting.

For the fetishist, it must be worth the involuntary regurgitation? Does that not detract from the experience?

[Anubis]

For the fetishist, it must be worth the involuntary regurgitation? Does that not detract from the experience?

Sorry, I am not quite sure what you are asking. I'm sure some would be okay with that.

[Sreehari]

Hi 

I have real experience in consuming scat from a Mistress that I met few times, started with golden shower. I had drunk her GS for couple of time. BS was always in mind to try.. it gives the great feeling. I believe it is the ultimate humiliation. When the day come. She had a toilet top. She sat on it and I had my head beneath it, mouth directly below her ass, I can see what is happening, I can see she pushing the scat out of her ass hole. Slowly it drops, I adjusted my mouth and open wider.. it landed in my mouth. It was hard scat. She pushed two hard pieces of scat. 

 

She really enjoys watching slaves chewing her scat. She ordered me to start chewing, I checked for few minutes. Asked me to eat it all. I slowly drunk it. I started to puke. I placed my hands over my mouth to stop puking. It helped. I eat it all..

 

This was my first experience being a full toilet slave.

[Doughboy]

If anyone knows John McAffee, you could ask him about this. I saw a documentary that said John McAffee loves to eat poo. I am curious now if he has ever come to the FF, but I guess you cannot say. Have you ever had any famous people come in for a session?

[Mistress Kang]

1 minute ago, Doughboy said:

If anyone knows John McAffee, you could ask him about this. I saw a documentary that said John McAffee loves to eat poo. I am curious now if he has ever come to the FF, but I guess you cannot say. Have you ever had any famous people come in for a session?

This sounds like one of those rumors like Richard Gere's anal rodent. 

[Doughboy]

Anal rodent?! I'm not sure I want to know what that is. Here's the movie page if you want to investigate: https://www.sho.com/titles/3437264/gringo-the-dangerous-life-of-john-mcafee

[Mistress Kang]

2 minutes ago, Doughboy said:

Anal rodent?! I'm not sure I want to know what that is. Here's the movie page if you want to investigate: https://www.sho.com/titles/3437264/gringo-the-dangerous-life-of-john-mcafee

Oh this guy! I've heard of it and seen clips of the documentary. For some reason I was thinking of James McAvoy LOL

 

[Doughboy]

OK, I never knew of James McAvoy before. It was an interesting documentary I thought. It talks about his life as a computer guy, pretty regular, then really into yoga, hosting retreats and writing books on it, then crazy man. Interesting to see how much people can change.