Full review of my dinner and domination session with Headmistress Jessy Kang (aka Nefarious Kangsta)

[JustAGuy]

Hey everyone, about a week and a half ago I had my first ever session with Headmistress Jessy Kang, the infamous Founder of the Fortress.  I'd like to tell you about it!  Sorry if it's a bit stream-of-consciousness...even over a week later, it's hard to organize my thoughts.

As a little background, I've sessioned at the Fortress before, once with Mistress Eva Koi, and also with a former Fortress Mistress (*pours one out for MNH*).  It had been many months since I'd been to the Fortress, and I've never sessioned with the Headmistress herself, so I decided to remedy both situations by doing a Dinner & Domme session with the sadistic lady with the blonde pigtails.

I had a long drive to get to NYC, and I gave myself plenty of time.  Due to a road closure, I still barely made it on time and thus started out just a little extra nervous (I'm always nervous before a session...I think all subs are).  I cleaned up, stripped down, and waited in "Pink" with butterflies in my stomach.  As if knowing I would be extra nervous and could use a surprise to throw me even further off guard, Mistress Kang came with a guest...Mistress Koi!

Now this review is about Mistress Kang, but I have to take a second to talk about Koi.  If you've never met her, she looks exactly like her photos, and her photos are gorgeous!  If I were a professional photographer I'd want Koi as a model, because my job would be so easy.  I had sessioned with her once, over a year ago, and was amazed to see her again.  Amazed and flustered!  She's a petite, fairy-like princess.  Not the most visually intimidating Mistress, not even in that hot black outfit, until you look in her eyes and realize she can make you do anything.  So she walked in with a warm smile, gave me a hug, and said she was glad to see me again.  I got a brief moment of wondering if I was getting a double-domme upgrade (kinda like the illogical way you always hope your coach ticket will get bumped to first class!) but no, someone else was getting tortured by Koi that night.  But I got to banter a bit with Koi and Kang about the wonderful session I had with Koi right before last Christmas, and the seeds for a future double-domme session were definitely planted!

Not that Koi or Kang would need help to dominate me.  After my session with Kang, maybe I could bring Koi in just to make sure Kang doesn't break me completely next time!  I'm also wondering if the Fortress does double dinner and domme sessions...and if they did, would I be able to talk, or would I just sit there chewing sheepishly as Kang and Koi chatted the night away?

Sorry, I'm getting distracted...

When Koi took her leave, it was time to discuss the impending session with Kang.  Kang, by the way, was wearing a sinfully hot plaid skirt...she had  a bit of a schoolgirl theme going on which obviously works great with the pigtails.  She'd read my email, but asked me to provide a little more guidance before we got going. I confessed that in my fantasies, my Mistress tells me she's going to make me come from a strap-on fucking, and that I would be sucking my own come off of her strap-on when it was over.  Then I told Kang that was just a fantasy, and was probably the sort of thing that feels sexy in your imagination but is just gross in reality. 

I mentioned a few other things, and I also told her I wanted her to pick at least one or two ways to hurt me that were just for her, that I had not suggested.  In retrospect, this may not have been the smartest idea I've ever had.

Actually, one other thing I mentioned to Kang was my New Year's Resolution to lose weight, and a desire to work the Fortress in as a motivating factor.  This may be why she put me in a corset.  I have never had a "thing" about feminization, through clothes or make-up, but I can tell you that corset felt painfully tight and it was highly humiliating!  To my surprise, while I was still in the corset, Kang broke out a Christmas gift from another Mistress...a nine foot whip!

Kang told me I should feel honored to be the first subbie to be punished by her new toy, and to be perfectly honest, I actually was!  So I lay there on my chest, in my corset, waiting for the beating.  Kang got as far from me as she could (Pink is a lovely room but space is limited) and went to town.  I've never whipped anyone, and certainly not with such a long weapon, so I could only imagine how tricky it was.  Kang got me good a few times before deciding to move on to tying me up with rope.

(I think I'd mentioned earlier that I liked having myself tied up.  I remember one previous session I'd had once where a brightly colored ribbon was tied around my equipment, with the Mistress making cruel jokes about how I didn't have enough to work with and she was going to have ribbon left over.  It was a humiliation thing more than a pain thing.)

 I think she went all out.  I sure hope she did, I'd hate to think she was holding back and it hurt that bad.

The thing is, I don't usually scream.  I usually try to keep quiet and whimper when it gets to be too much.  But Kang had me screaming.

At this time, I asked for a bathroom break, and Kang granted it based on the fact that there was a little blood.  All heart, that girl!

Kang took advantage of my bathroom break to put on some thigh-high boots, shiny and black, probably PVC.  I had asked to worship her boots, and she told me now she particularly enjoyed making a sub worship these specific boots because she felt so sexy in them.  I didn't hesitate for a second to start licking and kissing.  It was hot, and even if it wasn't, it was a chance to recover from the agony that Kang had inflicted on me.  I peered up at her face when I could do so without pulling off her boots...at her beautiful face, at her sweet smile.  It was hard to believe she'd been hurting me a few moments before.  I begged her to let me suck her heels, and she was kind enough to say yes.

I've tried to write this review with some semblance of eloquence, but I had no eloquence in that moment.  All I could tell her was that I was scared.  My voice was somewhat muffled by her ass, but she could hear my fear.  At one point, with my heart beating hard, I unconsciously moved my hands and forearms up to cover the area of my chest she was teasing.  I made myself move them back, I may even have apologized, by Kang laughed.  She told me she loved seeing reactions like that, involuntary fear was turning her on.  I told her I was scared again, not consciously to please her, but just because I was in a dark place and she needed to know.  About the third time I said, "I'm scared, Mistress," she said "I know," very softly.  Kang is a sadist, of course.  God bless her for it.  I only hope my fear gave her enough pleasure to make up for not getting to gouge into my flesh.  She could have, and she knows it.  Maybe the fear was worse than the physical pain would have been...but I doubt it.

If I'm being honest, I felt a moment of shame.  I was ashamed that I wasn't braver for her.  But I only had the luxury to feel that way because she didn't force me farther than I was ready to go that particular Saturday evening.  Her little show of mercy just makes me want to try harder next time to be completely submissive.

No disrespect to Kang intended, but writing about this is bringing me back to my previous session with Mistress Koi.  We were in that same position, and without asking I reached for my nipple to play with them as she humbled me.  Now, Koi had been her usual nymph-like self throughout the session, but somehow this caused her to go all sultry on me out of nowhere.  "Oh yeah, show me how you play with those nipples" she said in an unusually deep (for her) and impossibly sexy voice, and it felt like the most shameful, dirty thing ever.

But this review is about Kang, who was fuckingwith me, and she talked dirty to me in the heavenly voice...it was making me even more excited.  She was so beautiful...kinky blonde pigtails, her gorgeous breasts bobbing up and down gently.  You can get lost in her eyes...and had she kept me in that state, there's nothing on Earth I wouldn't have done for her. 

 Her eyes were practically hypnotic that moment, silently gloating at my complete degredation. 

This is as good a place as any to make a quick aside.  My session felt both intense and pleasurable, and the fact that Kang was enjoying herself was the key.  If you've read her Player page, it describes her as "the Happy Domme" and that's absolutely accurate.  I haven't seen a lot of professional players but I've had sessions where, at least for some of the activities, the Domme seemed disinterested and like she was just going through the motions.  Not at the Fortress, of course.  And if Kang wasn't enjoying every minute then she's a damned good actress.  I felt like she was having great fun making me suffer, and that made it so much better for me!

Finally, I got to my feet and went to the shower to tidy up before we had dinner.  When I got back in the room, but before I was dressed, Kang (who had put on street clothes) asked me if I would mind bending over and letting her strike my ass with a cane, "just once" she said.  It was...strange, because she asked nicely if that would be ok.  I guess because the scene was over, and it was sort of an afterthought that she had wanted to do that.  I'm not sure where I got the balls, but I laughed and told her that was the worst time to expect me to give in.  She laughed too.  But then, obviously, I told her that of course I would bend over and let her cane me.

We went to a restaurant of her choice, and we sat and ate and chatted and...well, look.  I could spend another hour writing about the dinner portion, but I know this review is getting long so I'm going to try to wrap up with a few points.

Kang told me she has a thing (I hope this isn't a secret!) about controlling what other people eat, so she told me it was very important that she order my food and I not have a say in it.  I told her I would be happy to give her that control.  She then looked through the menu and proceeded to ask me a bunch of questions about what I did and didn't like, but in a totally sweet way.  I never suspected it was to make me eat something I'd hate, and sure enough, it wasn't.  She ordered some delicious brocoli in sauce, a chicken dish, and seasoned steak.  All of it was fantastic, and she said "yay!" in an adorable way every time I liked something she'd selected.

We chatted away, about films and movies, about the first moments when each of us realized we were kinky, etc.  I even shamefully plugged my "Kim vs Joe" story on the member's forum!  And while I put it off as long as I could, I eventually went geeky Fortress fanboy on her.  I couldn't help it, I had all these questions about how the Fortress was founded!  After all, it's a woman founding her own business where she and her female friends are paid by men (and women too, I suppose) to force them into abject submission.  Super sexy and with a strong feminist undertone.  Kang kindly and patiently answered all of my questions, without ever rolling her beautiful eyes that I noticed.

The last point I'd like to make is that I got my time and then some.  I don't mean to sound tacky, but I knew when the session had started and when it was scheduled, within a reasonable window, to end.  And while I wasn't checking my watch, I did notice as we were talking that we had gone past my time.  But we kept on chatting, and when the check came, Mistress Kang said she liked walking after meals and asked if I'd like to talk with her.  It was chilly and drizzling a bit, but I was delighted to walk and chat some more with her.  We went around a few blocks, continuing our conversation, until she decided I needed to try Vietnamese coffee.  She told me it was like crack, and she wanted to get me hopelessly addicted.  I felt hopelessly addicted to the Fortress (har har, sorry for that one).  But we went someplace where she offered to buy me a coffee, then realized she had no cash and apologized.  I laughed pretty hard at that...she'd taken her time while I screamed in pain earlier in the night, but now she felt bad that I had to buy my own coffee.  So we sat chatting for at least another half an hour, while I sipped my Vietnamese coffee/crack and she sipped a soda.  When it was time to go, she gave me a hug and surprised me with a bite on the cheek.  I'd been through some pain that night, but it really hurt to leave.

Thanks to everybody who read through all of this; I know it was a lot but I hope I've convinced any subbie doubters that a D&D session with Jessy Kang is something not to be missed.  And Mistress Kang, if you're still reading, I emailed you after the session...when you get a chance, please remind me the name of that mystery book you recommended!    Maybe next time, you can ask me about my user icon...
 

[tommygermany]

cool.... thanks for taking the time for sharing

[Rusty1300]

Wow ! Sounds so wonderful!

[Dannyboy]

To answer the question about double D & D, yes. With Kang and Koi in November. Wonderful evening.

 

Dannyboy

[Mistress Eva Koi]

It was good seeing you as well, JustAGuy. It really is too bad I had prior arrangements that evening, otherwise I would have definitely stayed a bit longer...if only to join in on the fun of tormenting you. But hey, at least Mistress Kang let you eat afterwards, right? A job well done.

[JustAGuy]

Thanks Mistress Koi, as I said I'm really thinking hard about a Double Dinner & Domme for my birthday...I'm curious if Mistress Kang would order for you too!

 

Thanks as well to everyone else for complimenting my review.  This got censored slightly for the Guest Forum, so those with access can check the Member's Forum for a longer version.  Still hoping Kang gives it a read!  

[Mistress Rey]

Wow what an evening. 

 

 I love the part where she puts you in a corset...ha! 

[Mistress Eva Koi]

Thanks Mistress Koi, as I said I'm really thinking hard about a Double Dinner & Domme for my birthday...I'm curious if Mistress Kang would order for you too!

 

Thanks as well to everyone else for complimenting my review.  This got censored slightly for the Guest Forum, so those with access can check the Member's Forum for a longer version.  Still hoping Kang gives it a read!  

Why waste her breath when we'd already have you to torment? Maybe next time we'll see if you can eat without the use of any utensils. Fun!